Busy life!

I haven’t written to the blog in a while. In fact I have been trying to run around just to get things done. I feel that I have started doing a few too many things for me to handle everything at the same time. I have also started considering whether I am in fact not really dependent on this blog anymore. It feels good that I am starting to feel like a decently adjusted Indian gay guy that I don’t feel the need to crib only online. I have friends now who completely understand how I feel and I don’t have to type it all out to get it out of the system.

I have been a bit busier than usual because of my dance practices that have been getting more and more busier. You see, I am doing a group tango dance and a group formation for my dance studio and also performing in five separate dance competitions for amateurs, the salsa, merengue, tango, foxtrot and cha cha. This has been taking up most of my free time on Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursday, Fridays and Sundays. The competitions itself is on March 25th. So it will be a bit hectic in my life until then.

I am also trying to compete in the 5 mile run towards the end of April and have been trying to get moving to the gym these days which seems to take up the rest of my time since after that I just don’t feel like doing anything else. All I can do when I come back home is eat meatballs and lie on the couch and watch TV.

My work is in fact starting to suffer and I hope that I will be able to put in some extra hours at work just to catch up with things so that I can be on top of things again. I just don’t feel like I am spending as much time as before and feel that things are starting to creep up on me unexpected too. Life just seems to be a delicate balance between signing up for too much or sitting at home and having too much free time.

My personal life has been doing ok. I went skiing last weekend with some friends. I came back aching all over but I did manage to go and come back two times from the top to the bottom. I went to a ballroom dance on Friday evening with some friends and had a blast. I also went to this gay guy’s house on Saturday night for dinner and had one of the finest dinners at someone’s house. This Saturday is already booked and I have plans to watch a movie with two couples. One gay and one not. So that’s the short version of catching you guys up to speed on what I have been up to.

I am trying to decide between whether or not I should try to retire this blog. I feel that I am getting more and more comfortable with who I am but I also feel somehow that this blog is not quite done yet.

Thoughts: Samba practice at 5:15, tango at 7, gym at 9. I am so tired.